Verbal
CHANCOBLAVEZ ETC
Stars, in a web, all align
Skin, Intertwined, will die
Micro Waves Melting My Mind
I became the aura of life
Veins in the Leaves Grow Forever Outward
Streams seem to flow off of old mountains
Air that I breathe is turning browner
Soon I will evolve beyond tears
I, cant describe what it’s like
To be burning alive inside
I swim in my natural mother
Feeling the Inhale of her waters
illusion, I bequeath you,
Avoiding delusions of reality,
And Feel free to decline my offer, Feel free to rethink
Might I inquire a relation
Simultaneously Existing,
Live on
Feel Free to see,
to love, or leave
_____________________________
Ive Gone Alone Without You
I can run for years without you
But I dont want to
No I dont want to
“Leave Me Alone, You Cant Get Inside My Head”
I just want to leave you as you are
I know things wont be the same as they once were
“I will remind you
Though I dont want to
I will remind you
That I dont love you”
ROTTINGWOOD:
[[[1 On your way]]]
irradiated by a light too bright to process
a searing ringing pain wiping all the tears away
Cringing at the sight of such stillness
Like A forest fire where the trees wont grow back
Show me.. The Purpose of this Technology
Tell me.. the future needs anything or
Something.. From deep Inside of me to
Beautify.. this mystery,.. of history in repetition
Entity in his dream eyes
Commands the fabric of his mind
Astral, into the realm he glides
On a mystical, cosmic ride
I breathe the ocean breeze
I see the air and the wind in the trees
I feel the light of the sun and moon
Misguided, Ive arrived..
They say… it’s absurd
To preach an unheard word,
And though they praise and Sanctify this feast
I dont think that I could care the least
Beautify the Beast
Truth understood, not Seen
Within this Human Comedy
Isnt life Obscene
[[[2Nomad]]]
I cant help it..
If Solidarity… Likes to, follow me
Wherever I go, I always go
Why do, You go away
And Maybe, I was, alone
But you were, in the front of my mind
And nothing, would feel better
Than that moment, youd sneak a hug behind me
And greet me, so discreetly
Could you hold me, as we walk away
The air has, never tasted, as crisp as
We forget, the blinding grind of all these days after days
And Id be lying, If I said I didnt miss those times
Youd never lie, You looked to me,
to see if you could find a sign, Or anything of
True affection, beneath this murky shroud I post
Affliction, of all your burdens I would host
I could have screamed out loud
But I never screamed at all
And I’ll take, all the pain, so you dont ever ever have to
During those days, it was a little much, just a little bit
and not once, No I wont wince in front of you, oh no not once
I take it everyday, even when you walked away
I guess thats cause I took that walk first
And I thought, we could find a way
That just is not going to happen
I fool my self into believing so
Ill keep dreaming,
Ill keep dreaming,
of better times I used to skip through
But I cant help it..
If Isolation, Is how I cope with stress
Where I may travel, Ill seek the silence
I always go to nowhere, as long as it is silent
When Im in Need
Why do you go, You go away?
[[[3 There Will Come Soft Rains]]]
[[[4 Ozymandias]]]
Diamond Eyes
Watch the water drops.. falling down
Look around, the beauty in all things
Grows ever clearer
In the end
When The Sun Hides it’s self away
and the cold night shifts into the day
Everyone has gone, and youre the only one awake
The Glowing hue of the blue Illuminates
[Chorus]
[And I know..
You cant help but feel…
Slightly Paranoid…
Walking home alone and high..
In the middle of the night
And I know, You dont need to cry
Theres aways a solution to
Every problem this life throws at you]
Looking Up.. to the most modest reflections
And the humble imperfections of your life
When Time and Space Start Merging
And life is lived limitlessly
You have it all
and you are one]
Hey,…
it doesnt take a lot out of me,
I know youre a little hurt but who isnt these days?
Im not trying, to justify my lies…
I just want you to rise beyond that
Beyond me.
If I can, then anyone can
If its happened before it can happen again
Well thats impossible you say
But theres always a way
In your self you find the will to want to be
Ive only just departed
On A lifelong living lesson,
And Everyones is different
But you have got to end
Your hateful Past
I cant come with you,
Even though I really want to
this is a solo journey
In Which youlll be set free
Watch your true self unfurl
Seek a Vibrational World
Connecting with the grand scheme
And Loving Everything
[And I can tell
You Dont want to be
Abanoned all the time
Walking home alone and high
In the middle of the night
Could I be, Something that you need
To Help you try to sleep at night
Dont lay in bed with your eyes wide
Frightened by the ghoulish night
But I know just as well as you
That help only comes to
those that truly seek
help within themselves
I can tell, You cant help but feel
A little broken hearted
Walking home by yourself
In the middle of the night
And I know, everything is fine
With the power of heart and mind
Everything is fine
[[[5 SPECTACLES]]]
Unto Me, Came to Be, a man who happened to be deceased
Within his eyes, began to rise, a blossom of substantial size
Which grew and grew, and no one knew
Of the Pods Blooming from the inside
Petals opened every hour, but what was inside of this flower?
Maggots fell upon his face, feeding like it was a race
Dissolving Flesh and Leaving Bone
Which dont look like bones at all
They left his heart and left his eyes
so he could watch them multiply
But then the marrow turned to gold
and golden feathers began to grow
Cracking through his aging bones
Encased his heart in a golden throne
Molten Metal began to flow
And his eyes started to glow
So then the flowers had to die
As The Dead Man Started to rise
His golden bones had sprouted wings
The Circle of Life doesnt mean a thing
And so he leaped the mountainside
Where he jumped and began to fly
And the places that he went
Truly a blessed time he spent
As he awoke he felt a choke
and rose with sadness in his life
For this was just a dream in mind
That left a tear in that man’s eye
Disregarding the dream’s moral
Warning him he’s gonna die oh woah
[[[6 CAVEDWELLER]]]
Eyes Behold A Sliver Moon
I am All alone
I speak to the turtle shells
No one knows my name
And theres no one here To share this fire with
I wont kill my food
My food could be my friend
(Dont PLay with your food son)
I play with all of my pets
But deep inside this spikey cave
I made a bed of stone
I have no one to kiss good night
Or talk to on the phone
(I hate to have to keep saying, that I will die alone)
When the sun rises, the birds love to sing
Theres nothing to do on this Island
Because Ive already done everything
Maybe I should buck up man
And swim til Im drowning, Drowning, drown
I cant look past the fact that life is actually quite swell
But instead Im trapped inside my own personal Hell
Someone..will.. come for me.. I hope
Because Im at.. the end.. of my… MOTHERFUCKING ROOOOPE
And I swing, swing.. Swing.. I swing Awayyyyy x4
[[[7 FINDING YOURSELF]]]
Running Past You, I see it’s Okay
Suddenly, you see things my way
Something Got through, I wont say
Opened Eyes to see the new day..
Holy Lights, Beconing down from above me
*Big Green Eye, Appears and it is staring downward
*Barely Right, but you dont know until youve really met them
Out of sight, at least I can smile without trying to
Might, as well.. Return, to my…Thou-sand yeeear Sluuumber x2
Rolling Past Me, Wanting Nothing
Speak to Hear me, No one listens
Haunting My dreams
Dont bother me
Backside Stabbing
Eyes are bleeding
Late-ly, My stomach churns, How can she wonder
Finally, my passion burns, Out of the Earth
Only Ashes..
and Embers
Only Ashes
Only Embers
Oh The Ashes
Oh the Ashes
Oh Ashes
Oh the Embers
[[[8 Oh, the Embers]]]
[[[9 From the Mouth of Babes]]]
[[[10 Of Solitude]]]
Only, In the shadows
Will colors inside glow out
A special place, wonderous grace
Oh you strike my eyes
and paralyze my heart and mind
and soul and my oh my ohhh
The warmth, Without
This Frozen Lonely Tundra
I stand with Broken Eyes
and realize that
I, A splinter in the snow
Looking past the starry skies
Covered in the misty cold
And I thougt that Id always, be alone
The Crystal Whitened Flake
Descending From the clouds
Remind me of the day
The Day that I felt proud
To love my life, To be alive
To love everybody Righteous
These Wings Dont just flap on their own
I use them to fly away, from this cold
A peace of mind, take a piece of mine
Maybe your heart wont break this time
[[[11 Ataraxy]]]
If I fall, If I cry, If I really want to die
Just know now its because Im not with you
If I sleep for eternity, Just how I want it to be
Id much rather be sleeping next to you
Open your eyes, Look Into Mine
You Know that I would never lie
She doesnt Love me, Doesnt love me
And I dont fucking know why
I see your face, everyday, I cant help but feeling hate for
Myself, I have no guts and its too late, its too late
To tell you how I feel, Tell you how I feeel
I dont know How I feel, I dont know if I care
Holding Your Hand you hold mine
Life would be just so divine (In Time)
Itll never happen its a lie (Im lying)
And I feel Like I will die (I know I wont)
She Doesnt want me, Doesnt Want me
And I cant fucking Tell Why
Open your eyes look into mine
You know that I will never lie to you
She doesnt love me, doesnt want me
I just cant figure out why
If I fall, If I cry, If I really want to die,
If I sleep for eternity just how I want it to be
I see your face everyday and I cant help feeling hate for me
I have no guts and its too late
To tell you how I feel
How I really fucking feel
I dont know How I feel
Is this love really real?
[[[12 Empyrean]]]
[[[13 Not one was , Nor one will be]]]
[[[14 Sentient]]]
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[[[ 15 CHARTREUSE:]]]
Dying in your rose garden
Wondering what couldve been if you
came with me too
to fight the few who always choose
what goes around, who wears the crown
Who breaks the egg, atop his head,
and frees his men, from certain death
Up and down you wait and smile
Pictures I took of the ground for you
Not all to you
You follow through, it isnt new,
You want the truth, I want it too
Up in the clouds, crying aloud,
There lies a dragon, far from his house
And in the hills, will give you chills
but dont you fret, you wont regret
Stabbing my way through the fog
Leg bit by a rabid dog
a dog who knew, he broke a tooth
and fell to lose, on marble noose
a whispy man, went to his camp
and lit his lamp, he lit his lamp
but he never never ever No he, never came back (oooo)
[[[16 POEM:]]]
The shadow of the apple tree glistens along the light of the cherry
that keeps me awake inside, The moon beams down directly on me
A lifeless demon swinging from a vine
The odors draw closer as my eyes close tight
Stroooke the dog’s tail in the middle..of…the night
It all happened right before I was born
My fate was nearly sealed
The threads of life have been torn
my teeth turn red, my eyes teal
And soon my face is dead, blank, with no appeal
Who am I to be me?
Im just a name and a being
How do health and wellness apply?
I dont sleep at night, I die
The complexities of a man
To believe in a promised land.
Why? Why? Oh, Why?
[[[17 ITS ALL RIGHT:]]]
Open Up my own doors
See what light shines in
Will their light shine in?
Please help me if you can
Shine on tonight
Shine always bright
And I open up your door
to let my light shine in
You sleep in the dark
The dark surrounds
You cant get out
Turn my head and walk away
Every step that I take
I whisper its okay
You will know Im there for you
Until Im gone
Im really gone
Hope you can sleep fine tonight
Because Im heading out
Didnt want to start a fight
But I wont be there when you wake
Please dont you cry,Please dont you cry
Shine on tonight
Shine always bright
And I open up your door
to let my light shine in
You sleep in the dark
The dark surrounds
You cant get out
Until Im gone
Im really gone
Please dont you cry,Please dont you cry
[[[18 BORDEAUX ]]]
You opened up my heart
and Said I wasnt true
When I met you from the start
I said I always knew
I knew
Im lost
Confused
Who
Are
You
You changed before my eyes
I watched you as you grew
If its something I percieve
Its how you always knew
You knew
Youre gone
Enduce
I
Miss
you
[[19 THE WHITE KNIGHT:]]
I just want to let you know, I will always be there for you
In your time of need the most
However tough, through& through
No matter what happens, I will ALWAYS be your friend
Even if you dont tell me things, and keep me from coming in
Theres always a special place for you
deep inside my tattered heart
I wish I could make you smile, when your day has a bad start
But I cant do much for you, When you dont give me a chance to talk
I wish you were clearer, In expressing your thoughts
Ive got a white knight complex
Suited for your well being
Every fight is just a cover up
Every Hug you wanna muster up
Every time I wave goodbye, Every time, I say goodnight
You dont look, but I wave goodbye
You dont hear when I say goodnight
[[20 THE CROSSROADS OF A BROKEN MIND:]]
I am a passenger, on the road to life
Head on collision, to blow my mind
Break me off a piece, of the bad news
I need to get away, get away from you
Maybe if you run with me, you can stay for a while
Maybe if I run with you, I could run for miles
I need to find a way, to learn how to close my eyes
I cant wake from this dream, a terror in the night
I am a traveller, on the road to hell
I need to fight my way, away from this old house
Decrepit manor, Drunk shady scanner
make my way to the sea, I hope I sleep tonight
Maybe youll be in my dream
and Ill have a good time
Maybe it wont go so bad, and in the end youll survive
Im tired of nightmares, and waking up scared
Im in it to win it babe, and you don t even care
[[21 JESUS’ SON:]]
Dear boy, my boy, your time has come
When you call for me, my son, sweet son
What do you want? Is this enough?
A time to climb the mountain side and then decide what choice is right
But I cant find, my dear sweet boy, my lovely son, it cant be done
Father O father, I know that you can hear me
I, am in pain, I need you to see
That I’m, in poverty In poverty, under a treeee
When Im, In poverty In poverty I cant believeee
My father, I beckon for thee, wont you please, come relieve me
So I can be with you, my dear sweet loving…my father
My father
My father
my father..
[[22 ANDROMEDON:]]
Very Soon, Not Long ago
I met a man Without a home
Who Turned to me
Began to Scream that
We are all not alone
In the Stars not very far
But very close
in the cosmos
Lives a creature with a new feature
to have the strength of Vocanoes
He will glide past Comets
Swiftly Through the Stars
Landing on the Planets
Finding where we are
He sees no real danger
If he sense Life
We cannot defeat him
and we shouldnt try
But dont you be afraid
he said to me as he walked away
For he just wants the love
of every man who’s filled with hate
Corruption of Oligarchy
Downfall of a high Monarchy
Everyone’s a minority
Animals that magically…..fly
Peeping Behind Venus
Known He Could’ve seen us
Contemplate arrival
Hoping not to startle
Collosal Gigantic
Running about, frantic
People try to shoot him
Try to get right through him
A visitor
That we should greet
Lay down your arms
approach his feet
He just wants love
He just wants love
I just wants love
I just want love
XERUNAMOS: STAGGER;
(1)
Blister and Burn the bark we sleep on
I weep for your civility
The Clutch grasping coldly
gripping tighter
Letting go
The Sun Cant Shine through the blackest clouds
Filtering radiance of the eruption of life
In a desolate place, the earth becomes a gate
Misconstruing miracles lying dormant in every moment
Witnessing the ruins crumble away
Originate to ventilate this empty open space
Nothing lies awake
Their bones Eviscerate
I cant stand the cold and unrelenting winds
Burning at my skin, numbing
Maybe the clouds that weep
Cry So I dont have to
Maybe the Creatures die each day
to take the pain I never had to
(2)
Dont wither.
We could grow another season
The Fires that singe our roots
Only scar us for a reason
Fearless Visage
With a lack of reception
The Exterior facade
Eternal Repetition
Theyre laughing, Dreaming of serene nativity.
Divisibly.
Oh to be lonely, strolling drearily.
Proclivity In Misery.
Truly Look inside yourself
What is it you see?
Ambiguity or Empathy
Dulling, Droning, Eternally unloved
Endlessly
Shrug off the weight That buries you deeper
Shut out the hate,Youve become your reaper
Eyes peeled back, Forever watching Mankind’s attacks
Ignorance reigns king.
Believing the ending, alone
I just want to help
Serenity is laughing
Why?
I just wanted to help
(3)
I convey
No One will care
I dont even care do I?
Clear of judgment
I have so much of nothingness
To think about in my squalor
But nobody shares
Words with dead weight
Meaningless to you But the world to another
Dont Give me the time of day
I am a vagrant
A being scorned
I live this agony
This body loves me, I am the care
This body suffering without my care
(4)
Coiling, Recoil
I crave the rushed sensation
Of the slowest motion
Anxious
The Greatest Lush
Lusting in carnal form
Checmically
Imbalancing the system
Immunity to feeling
Rebirthing mentality
To ache for
I need it
I need it more than I know
I dont know what i need
Escaping this
Escapist
I cannot evade this
and I know I know this
(5)
You could stand to be so beautiful
But you hide it from the world so well
And our souls are searching for remains
But you hid yourself so well
Return to the soil
Your will forbids return
Evade the tell tale signs of hell
That functions as it stands
Come to us accept the lies
Reveal to us where you have been
Awaiting in the sands
Staring still above
Life has left these bones
But the stars shine for the lost
(6)
My body is on fire
My mind is on fire
My soul burns with desire
And I seek throughout my existence
to extinguish any remnant
Preventing me to push ahead
I bury my head to escape my trouble
In the finest grains
In the purest silence
I recollect and gather
The Condition of My Condition
Sufferance
I seek the answers
To Infinity
Within the Cosmos Calling me
My Astral Body
Colliding Forms
The Impact is greater
(7)
Have you been
where Ive been?
Ive been you before
Anything is nothing
and everything at once
Could I possibly live
Once more?
Who are you
Am I the Same?
What would they say?
the same thing weve said
At the very end
of everyday
I am nothing
We are all nothing
At the very end
of everyday
I am nothing
We are all
Nothing
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RANDOM EMO LYRICS I WROTE ONE DAY FOR NO REASON:
Well here we are
Yet again
This story is getting,
older every day
Were do we go, In the end
they will say what I used to say
[Chorus]
I dont know, I wont go, I dont want to
Should I dare, even move, on without you
Whether or not you see it
Theres still something left inside
Ready for when you hear this
Im Shouting to Be Silent
(Drowining out the sounds around me)
(Instrumental break)
Undisturbed, Underneath
This Warmth where you sleep
late in the hour
Where I beckon thee
I toss and turn, with eyes electrified
I cant even sleep tonight
Where will you go in the end
They say what Ive been saying
Will you end up staying
Will I end up in dismay
[Chorus]
I dont know, I wont go, I dont want to
Should I dare, even move, on without you
Know that I chose, In My Soul, Who I Would Be, If I go
Could I dare, ever move, on without you
-I just cant leave you amiss
When all weve got, in all of this
A merging of two lives
hold on to me, so tight,
And We Can Try, All we want
To Keep Carrying this on
Or we can cut it all out
And save ourselves the grief
(Outro Instrumental break)
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We all begin as nothing to no one
A struggle to escape
To breach
To Reach Life
Before the Action Takes Place
And of thought no trace
Until this moment
Where they combine
Halving each
To create a whole
(WORK IN PROGRESS)
My Scepter Raised, To the Horse Gods
An Altar Raised, Enchanting my blood
And all my Past loves, preserved in old songs
Do these ancient relics harbor false secrets?
When does the flow of the river on the mountain cease?
Reversed polarity of weathering ends up
Making it hard to breathe
I saw you, standing there
Where I once stood
I remember the first time
and time again,
you will say
You hate yourself
What happened that day?
Why would you ever hate yourself?
Beneath these ruins under my shell
Thousands of years darkened in hell
But at my altar there glows a light
With the thought of you carrying the night
I was once a king of mortal kind
In the plains they roamed freely
and safe at night
But a revelation killed my vanity
and ive been humbled in this rubble that ruined me
Is there something I can do?
I just want to save you
or maybe you need to see for yourself
Maybe you will see yourself
If youre searching for your soul
Remember what you were told
Nothing is impossible
Everything is probable
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Strike desire once I acquire
what is unwanted, what isnt needed
One in the same
A misconnection of the supreme
Molten and drifting, bitterly
Tiring fusion, Impurities
Betterment through timeless Cleansing
The sky rains gold from silver clouds
A half moon shone showing the mounds
The Longer I wait
Unraveling
Electric Skin, Emaciate
Contaminate My blood supply
Contaminate my heart and mind
Eyes Radiating, Walks of Life
This vessel Bound in impermanence
To discover emptiness
Yet I project and lend a care
Ignoring my attempts to satisfy my will
If I controlled the mesh and fabric
of space and time
Would I regret a new sequence
Disturbance of mine
Then would I know
Selfless thoughts through my desires
Or would I choke on the dust of this rock i’m staying on
If Im at fault Ill strike desire from my heart
and take the blame once I practice my art
What do you want? What do you need from me?
Communication of a higher being
The stars bleeding through everlasting energy
I cannot wait for you
Youre bundled tightly in another’s warmth
Am I too cold for you?
Im too cold to be ignored
the current fades
no field detected
my cleansing has drawn an end
[INNUNDATION]
The Sun can only shine so brightly in ones eyes.
Blurred away, lies my path
Distract me. Distract.
Though this veil is like a mist, I persist.
Im in bliss.
The Horrors havent yet begun to break through yet
But I must suffer everything In order to know, anything at all
And I see the sun in your eyes too..
Your gaze lies comfortingly in warmth
My direction lies in cold and darkness
I still see beams on the horizon
Do you believe me?
Would you believe what I had to say?
But you walk away, and Im facing a new day
Anticipating waking in the sunrise of winter time
And patiently with a smile on my face I say your name
I Say it again. I’ll say your name.
Under my breath, and in my head, again.
(UNTITLED)
These beating hearts, will take me there
marrow glowing warm, brightly
Facing demons in my ego,
Theyre Becoming Us
And in the Occuring Bloom.
at the precipice of hopelessness
with Situational distress I lay to rest
And I value, this scourge..
Eroding grief Replacing with,
the Rebirthing of my soul
Amongst, the soil.. and minerals
Beaming Radiance, And Nurturing in practice
Must be persevering, relating to abstraction
and in a cavern, I await, a guiding light blinding me
Stumbling and swaying, Single tears.
Elevate and flow away
(EARTH)
I came to being, a fiery angry mess
And Ive been pelted, blistered, scared and stressed
But Ive got all I need, to give everything away
Then my blood gets cooler, in my flourishing veins
But I still tremble, in the wake of the moonlight
and Ive been through cycles, Ive suffered worse
Worse, I have suffered.
Just like every other.
I’m bleeding rivers, and I wish the humans never came
Posion your mother, stripped bare but still always giving
Unconditional, Life ignites diluted by time
And what’s left of my body,When you left me ruined, no delight
Segregated invasion, Comforted with smooth untrusting words
Regeneration, influencing the way I can be, in this, space.
Spaced, in this, space.
There is another place
My Home will be, in synronicity.
CONGREGATE:
that every man claims
are you withering or caving in
to things you said youd never let yourself believe
Put yourself in my place
at this very time
you would act out differently
youd have a different mind
And you expect it all from me
I let you down in your eyes
Your constant guilty feelings
Wont phase me this time
Ive learned to question everything
It started when I questioned you
All the truths you say you see
we may never agree
How am I wrong if act right
think right
be
Alive in love
The Connection of all things
often contradicting
Change is inconsistent but a fact
Be aware of your final act
